ramadhan ini...

assalamualaikum..

yess...mmg da lame ak x bka blog ni..n now bru trasa nk jenguk..ni pon sbb ak dh x thn menhan perasaan..(ceewahh..)..


it is a sad thing wen i think about her on my 1st ramadan..de memories make me cry twice..(ah sudah makruh pose ak) But i can't pretend not to cry as it is so hard for me..it is her that i cry off..pless..i don wan to have dis tears..ples..i m scared to go home..it has been a long time since i went home..actually i m running away from going home s i knew i must remember about her when i come home...

sdeynyer...x dapat thn air mata ni dr kluar...ramadan ni ak x dpt bersama nenek ak...it is a sad thing...she left me..alone..i miss her..seriously i miss her..ya allah..i can resist myself from crying...


one for sure i wil have my 1st syawal without her..i can't imagine how its going 2 be..i wont have her in de morning..hey..u know what, she is de 1st person dat i seek forgivness on..not my mother n father..i m 2 closed 2 her..she raised me up..i sleep with her since i m from primary..n now...! i cant imgaine dat she wont be there for celebrating de raya..

fuhh...stop crying nani...pless...stop crying..

nenek..dis tears wil never end..i miss u so much...!!!